Read the winning piece of our 2025 Nonfiction Contest “Through the Mirror” by Jessie Cato selected by Lucy Ives.

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Summer 2014 |

Self-Portrait as C-Section Scar

When I’m happy, I can smile twice at the same time.
So thin—a marker-tip line with a waxy shine—
a vein of a maple leaf, a dog’s upper lip, arm of anemone.
Of all the magical plants and animals in the sea,
the hagfish is the most unpopular, the most horrifying—
the one that makes children burst into tears. And if that
isn’t enough, it is the only fish without vertebrae,
so it can tie itself into a knot to bulge out and pop
the small mouths of fish that dare to eat it.
Don’t you admire the clever slip and wriggle?
Don’t you think its nerves are left a little more electric
after she is caught? Sometimes, if you put an ear
to the dark slash between my hip bones, you can hear
a soft hum. Pretend it’s a skit of bees in late spring.

Photo of Aimee Nezhukumatahil

Aimee Nezhukumatathil is the author of the New York Times bestseller World of Wonders (Milkweed, 2020), which was named Barnes & Noble Book of the Year. She is also the author of four books of poetry, including Oceanic (Copper Canyon, 2018). Awards for her writing include Guggenheim and NEA fellowships. She is the poetry editor of Sierra Club’s Sierra magazine and is a professor of English in the MFA program at the University of Mississippi.