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Brenda Hillman

Brenda Hillman has published chapbooks with Penumbra Press, a+bend press, and EmPress; she is the author of eight full-length collections from Wesleyan University Press, the most recent of which are Pieces of Air in the Epic (2005) and Practical Water (2009). With Patricia Dienstfrey, she edited The Grand Permission: New Writings on Poetics and Motherhood (Wesleyan, 2003). Hillman teaches at St. Mary’s College of California where she is the Olivia C. Filippi Professor of Poetry; she is an activist for social and environmental justice and lives in the San Francisco Bay area.

Nature’s Nature

May/June 2022

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By Brenda Hillman

The soul sits beside its box of oranges. The century goes along, the tyranny, the dazzle, the executions of butterflies —  life molecules make memory shapes, adorned broken or blunted . […]

Nature’s Nature

May/June 2022

Escape & Energy

By Brenda Hillman

The hills are burning; they have burned & will burn. Sheets of lightning over introduced grasses whose arc is low, trees leap across highways . . . , young men […]

Nature’s Nature

May/June 2022

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By Brenda Hillman

i asked unknown dark energy that pulls the furry light between stars back to the start of time if everyone has to meet again killers who enter houses without knocking […]

Nature’s Nature

May/June 2022

Escape & Logic

By Brenda Hillman

i hear tonight the great horned owl, four gray notes superior to beauty. Come to the window, i say; (my love can’t hear & i can’t see; we trade senses […]

Poetry

Sept/Oct 2015

[& heard a humming, like the]

By Brenda Hillman

    —& heard a humming, like the start of time …   & when the wind agreed,        the knobs of song molecules fit into   the frog,   a knowledge heard the humming, without […]

Poetry

Sept/Oct 2015

On a Day, in the World

By Brenda Hillman

     We had a grief we didn’t understand while      standing at the edge of    some low scrub hills as if humans were extra    or already gone—; what had been in us […]

Poetry

Fall 2013

Very Far Back in This Life

By Brenda Hillman

Rublev, the great painter of icons,  is buried under one of his own churches; infinity stretches in all directions. Under     the bricks, he hears the carriages move. Visitors from countries […]

Fall 2013

The Elements are Mixed in Childhood

By Brenda Hillman

      Our mother was baptized on a kerosene box, our father was baptized in a creek, & we were baptized in a plaster pool while turquoise ripples played around our feet & desert air poofed up to make the long black robe a nylon buffalo.