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May/June 2015 • Vol. XXXVII No. 3 • Nature's Nature: A Gathering of Poetry |

Meanwhile, and Anyway

    Otherwise, what of empathy,
or any way to get there: upriver,
and then what? Leaves, or
    the burst and fall of them,
or just the stripped-by-now
branches—comes to all
    the same: false witness,
a smell like licorice, stolen
seawater as it begins to turn,
    whatever boy stumbles
lost inside the man
flickering almost back, chance
    when it still lies smoldering,
but nowhere a wind yet,
nothing stirs, everything
    could happen. . . . Easily,
lazily, I sway. You were right,
I think; I was wrong:
    acceptance as the too-long-
missing counterweight
to the staggered weightlessness
    of sorrow, regret—the old
angers too? Why not? Ravens,
horses; another barn on fire—
    it used to feel that lonely.
Impenetrable, the logic
by which I mistook your hand
    in the night, last night, for mine.

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Carl Phillips
Carl Phillips is the author of thirteen books of poems, most recently Reconnaissance (FSG, 2015). He teaches at Washington University in St. Louis.

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