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Winter 2024 • Vol. XLVI No. 1 • Poetry |

In a Confusion of Bed and Books

I do nothing I want 
and each thing I
don’t want. Others 

desire. After,
I’ll know half myself, no
relatives, and who 

it is who is 
sleeping near me. I will
walk back 

into this room—the mirror,
the seat, the frames hanging—
the one the same as every 

other and—like a love—
sharp chords storm from our flung 
notes normally, 

those which you mistake 
to leave sung. 
What is my apology? 

My lungs are two black 
rocks. I do nothing yet
“I am”—“I can”—I said.

NOTE    The title “In a Confusion . . .” is from Wallace Stevens’s “To an Old Philosopher in Rome.” Lines in stanzas two and three of “Spread” take up and alter language from Gerald Murnane’s Inland.

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Nica Giromini’s poems and writing have appeared, or will soon, in Bat City Review, Poetry, Colorado Review, Bennington Review, and Philosophy and Literature. Giromini is a PhD student in English at UC Berkeley.

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