Would want to paint them, those town-bright boys at the dead end of the track where it coils down away from church and mound leaving almost an island, as it once must have been when Bede set his Lucem Vitae lightly on the pages of these windcrossed mudflats. One thousand thirteen years to set that orange apparatus (for loading coal?) cleanly in the mouth of the Tyne and decide to abandon it, there, beneath that regiment of scarred blue oil drums. The scene looks set for a study of bad times in the lap of old times, dead machinery teasing the live hooting youths who have nothing to do here in their circus clothes, their peaked pink hair like traffic cones. The more civilized the civilized, the more barbarian the barbarians. What vivid colors, though, like shipworks, in what seems to be one more picture of enough. A passing sparrow would see it, crossing from winter into winter—the cracked black skin of the tide between ripples of couch grass, the blue sheet of river rusty with ships, the cranes against the monks' sky, crossed by high pylons in their chains of power. Lightbearers. Lucifera. Latin would have named them, as the kneeling church outlasts them in its green patch of ruin. I would like to paint a sparrow's view—the prefabs (now the monks' cells) the heaps of sweet timber by the sawmill's warehouse fenced from an old blind horse in a field; the polished brass lamps along the cedar walks, a smudge of kids in the distance. I would, in my painting, be a brushstroke … Talis vita in terris …
