More apparent than a Hindoo goddess Blanche Dumas's body sprouted surplus leg, breasts, and genitalia though everyone really possesses supernumerary parts attempting synecdoche. Blanche could practice coitus in both openings, in both, realize arousal. Lucky girl— but what of the wife who did not know to spread both pairs of legs? who did not try to remain in the little apartment with area rugs and willow porcelain platters—what of the one, who in seeking her nerve endings, sought boy lovers who might place fingertips on her nipples, kiss her like they kiss girls? Why couldn't she stay in the bed when the husband turned from her limbs with their monstrous surplus need to draw endless affection that even numerous boys could not finally fulfill with their earnest suck— why couldn't she stay with her stunning need to consume before being eaten finally by that appetite called family? Myrtle Corbin from Texas, double-bodied from the waist down, gave birth to three children from one vagina, two from the second. Did one body want the other to go away, to not attract or is that never an issue for the twinned—I cannot imagine not, as I rise to leave the bedclothes folded over the husband who otherwise deals go-fish with one daughter, plays squash with the older, buys them chocolate squares but cannot know what to make of the parasitic body dangling from my pelvis. Do it, I could instruct. Do the monster you married or I'll leave for good. Though I wonder if I ever remained after the ceremony of champagne and pastries— I apologize for using real persons to illustrate this wife's predicament, and yet— imagine her imagination conflicted because when she pees she pees from two holes at once. Which is only human. Which even the midwife, not so stupid really, who tossed the visible figure under the bed and ran out the door, knew in her adequate heart (this, the sideshow after all). Will the husband finally notice, say, get lost, but leave the door ajar, sensing he too trails a duplicate appendage— or lives like Johnny Eck, born with half a body which makes one wonder at the photograph of such a robust chest how he defecated? how he hopped on the piano bench in the sea breeze of his parents' summer cottage, doors closed on the neighboring girls— how he loved with more than his heart? Perhaps all my questions are the reason I told one boy lounging on a train platform, the boy I loved, that couples part more often at this opening of the millenium because fewer believe in the existence of a heaven and why, after confusing lack or excess, should we?
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